Dani's World

Back in action

dani — Sun, 15 Jun 2008 16:25:04 +0000

Did yoga this moring for an hour. My body is loving me .

I also did a bible study. In concllusion. What I learned about the Tree from the verses Daniel 4:20-27, If one has to make an effort to be kind and do good deeds they have not repented. To truly repent it has to come form the heart naturally. It has to always be there.

The high and lofty one who inhabits eternity, the Holy One, says this:

“I live in that high and holy place with those whose spirits are contrite and humble.

I refresh the humble and give new courage to those with repentant hearts.”

Isaiah 57:15 NLT

I started painting again. I got at least one more post card ready and one is still drying.

I also took the courage to shoot a shotgun. I did 10 shots and have a bruise on my shoulder. But I did it.

I smiled today too.

Ephesians

dani — Wed, 30 Jan 2008 22:49:36 +0000

Ephesians::becoming who we are is the study I am working on right now. It was picked mainly because that is what Rockharbor is doing right now but also my heart has been drawn to it. I have several questions (as usual) but they all are being answered. I feel this study will take a long time.

I have been listening since November 2007 but last week I found a study that is also brooding my learning.

Thank you Lord for these lessons.

Pic’s of me

dani — Wed, 30 Jan 2008 22:25:38 +0000

These are the pic’s that my husband likes. He thinks these show who I am the most.

Birthday thoughts

dani — Sun, 02 Dec 2007 11:22:19 +0000

My birth day is coming up again. And the only things I want are my chocolate cupcakes. I have never been able to explain why all I want are my chocolate xcup cakes that my mom started making for me when I was kid. But I think I found the words… Sum times buying me stuff dose not show how much you really care… I like it when people make me stuff… having something made for me is like being able to have a peace of my love ones with me… that is why it is so important to have something made for me. Even if it just a really BIG HUG… I will always feel those arms around me… like one year the gift my brother gave me (tear, tear…) was a BIG HUG and every time I see him or even think about him that is what I want for my birthday… my peace of my loved ones so I can carry it with me tell I see them again.

Discovery i am lost

dani — Sun, 02 Dec 2007 11:12:22 +0000

I have been looking for the path that I was on years ago. The path of not showing off not really caring what other people think. Just doing what felt right. I think that I have found that path again I spent lots of time watching Scooby Doo and Charmed

But I forgot one path that I started along time ago which was to find him GOD and my husband. Something keeps on knocking me off this path, now that I have found it again may be I can stay on it. I love the ‘men’ in my life why do I keep on pushing them away?

Barner’s move

dani — Wed, 17 Oct 2007 06:40:54 +0000

A few days ago I say my husband and my close friend on a home video when they were 13. This close friend is now moving to Seattle, WA. I got to spend so one on one time with him to day and realized how much I am going to miss him. But I could not tell him that, he look like he was already going to cry. His wife on the other hand seemed to be ok but she I am going to miss allot too. Watching loved ones leave is harder then it sounds unless you have gone through it. I miss them so much. That I know I am going to have trouble sleeping for a while… The only good thing about this hole thing is that our Godchild their child Jessica will have a better future growing up in their (they will not be so tight for money). \Barners if you ever read this know that I love you very much and I miss you already (even thought you have not left. Also GOD please watch over them.

Movies

dani — Fri, 12 Oct 2007 06:46:36 +0000

Today, actually last night, I started looking at our movie selections. I have watched several very popular movies and all of them seem to have some part of a bible reference. Dose anyone else think this is a little bit of a coincidences! All around us people think God is not talking but in fact he is. He is speaking to us the only way we are listening, movies…then again so is the Devil.

Life

dani — Wed, 10 Oct 2007 22:27:11 +0000

Between LWV and my Husband my life is very busy. I have not had time to gather my thoughts and just think.

I have had the time to do bible studies. See bible studies.

and Hiking . See hiking.

But my Life has also been filled with more family things. Chazz is now enjoying visiting my family and wants to go see them more. He even has gotten them things like printers and wire less stuff for the computers.

Life is meant to be lived not to be watched.

10-05-07

dani — Fri, 05 Oct 2007 16:27:31 +0000

Today I am going to start writing about my dreams. I think that it might help me to see a pattern on why I have certain dreams. Last night the main dream was of me and my brother Dave. I was driving in a little roller-skate (red) and he was the passenger. We were going to a store to pick something up. When a car almost it us, I swerved and got out of the way. Then a mile latter another accident happened right next to the car; I swerved and avoided becoming part of it. Me and my brother knew we were very lucky put still press on to the store. Then in front of us the freeway just collapsed. We had time to slowdown and swerved to avoid hitting any one and avoided getting hit. But we were on the down slope headed into the freeway pit of rubble.From here I woke up I tried to go back to sleep but the dream crept on happing over and over again. So then I realized I had to finish the story I had to save me and my brother. First I attempted to get out of the car and have us both run to safety. I tried several different routs but in the ends only one of us survived.Second I attempted to save the car and us. Trying several different routs but in the ends both of us die.Seeing my brothers or even my death in a very unpleasant fashion is never good, especially over and over again. The positive side is dealing with death weather real or made up one seem to be closer to God. This in his divine love gave me a way to save both me and my brother. The odd thing is that he was trying to show me this earlier, but I could not here him. In order to save both me and my brother I had to open my heart and my mind up to signs. After the first accident I was more aware about the drivers around me and move to the slow lanes. After the second accident I got off of the freeway. I would not risk my brother’s life just to get to the store faster. We would take the side streets.In the end I learned to always keep my eyes open God is always trying to show us things weather we are asleep or awake. Thank you Lord for saving my brothers life (more then once) and my own (more then once) your humble servant Dani.

Update

dani — Thu, 02 Aug 2007 18:03:35 +0000

It is been a while since I have bogged and a lot has happened. First let me make this brief.

Business

1 I lost my job at T-mobile got layed off.

2 I found a job a t PCM

I did not like the job at PCM it turned me into the person that I hate, I was mean and bashing to a lot of people around me and I worked with a dirty old man.

3 I left PCM

4 I found several good job offers and landed on working with LEI

Yes the company that I and chazz own. Apparently their was enough work and potential for more

5 decided not to work with LMDX again

Richard is not stable and very emotionally iritic Debbie is very unhelpful

6 me and chazz will be leaving the home in 2-3weeks, I am trying t o grow new techno skill that should help me to grow the business.

Family

1 My dad lost his job

The pain in his back as subsided and he can now walk but he is loosing his mind ……… this is the hardest part he feels useless because he is not working and feels that he is not helping any one

2 my moms job is going well she loves it but I don’t know how she is taking what is happening to dad

3 Michelle and keth well I don’t really know

Michelle got a promotion and is having fun again at her new job

4 David is still an ass it looks as thou he is going through what I went through 3 years ago , not really being around evolved a lot with his girl and his work.

5 Josie and the kids and Andreu are doing go in their new place

They needed to be a family of their own andrue needs to decide wither he is going to take Josie on as a wife and Josie needs to decide if she is going to take him on as a husband

We almost lost the kids zack is trying to get full custy (he lives in a shit hole)

Josie’s schooling is almost done

Andrue is still looking at getting a better job

Friends

1 me and Finck are stillnot talking a lot. There is the occasional e-mail or text message every month just to make sure that each other are alive

2 Jason and Liz are doing ok

Jason got a better paying job and seems happier on the out side

Liz appears to be getting better but I think is getting very depressed

I am concerned for their relationship I hop they pull thorough this

3 DH is in Jail and in Love (not with the big guy in the shower)

4 Eric AZ is alive and back on the net and watching every one (am glad he is a good man

5 Murphy is back from over sees and now in Hawaii (I miss him) his family seems to be doing great I try to keep in touch with roxi just to see how they are doing

6 Nathan is in Los vages and sounds like he sis doing ok I don’t know much more then that.

We are learning a lot about each other spending every day together is very different.

Me: the night mares have gone away I think I am over the realization of not really having a JOB, I have become more in touch with my body and what it likes and what it dose not like what my mind likes to see and what it dose not like to see

Chazz: I think this has been very hard on him. I don’t know if me being her is better or worse for the situation. He is disowning his parents and taking on my parents officially.

GOD: he is still here just watching us grow and on occasions we get to read some of his work but I think it is more conversations between the 3 of us that is going on right now.

Sex: it is picking up back were it should be pressure of were we are living now and work did affect this and I hope it will not affect it again. I feel it is a very important part of relaxation meditation and making US.

Health: It has gotten better and worse. We are making valid attempts about staying in shap the environment is very difficult to live in.

Ok now that you are mostly caught up on what has been happening in my life I will start by telling you what I am doing now.

Reading a book ‘ the 4 hour work week” and learning about selling requiting and new technology so I can chetch up with what is happening, also I am trying to learn English again and finding out what is going on in the world today. I have a lot of work to do. These doses not include finding new clients for LEI.